May The Force Be With You, Always.

To Put It Simply, I Am A Unique Enigma & You Will Never Understand Me.
My head is the most complex labyrinth in existence. Many people have wondered into it unknowing of the danger that lies ahead & been lost forever. "Alice, In a wonderland she was never ment to survive"
I find most things funny, That others may find horrible or unbearable. Im the guy that laughs in the theaters during the SAW movies. Some of my favorite movies =)...
Ive been thru enough in my life that most people havent. My past, Is torn & tattered. Full of self inflicted pain, Mental & Psychical alike. Full of pain from other people, To be honest with you was only just this year (2012) that I started to let myself feel any emotion again, Whether it be good or bad. I lived life with all emotion off for a good 4 years. For a while there, I was enjoying the Monster I had become. It was freeing in a way. I claimed no attachment to anything. Therefore I was Truly FREE. I find Life to be an interesting topic. I find things about it puzzling. Like how, I decide to let my emotions turn back on, Just before I go into Century 16 Theaters On the night of July 19th... For a Midnight Showing of Batman, In theater 8. You do the research..
I did, At one point, Believe in this thing called "Love"... Experiences cast that thought quickly out of my head. Quickly, I was done with it. There is one person currently, Slowly, Bringing it back to me. Inch by Inch she makes me remember what it feels to Live & Love... I enjoy her company. Since 15 years old, I have been living Life, Everyday to the fullest. Because it was then that I had first experienced Loss. I knew then & there, That to live everyday like it was your last was the only way to truly live, Because after all.. You dont know when someone you love, Or you yourself will be living there last day. Be taking there last breath, Cherish it if you enjoy there company. Tomorrow they could be gone.
On The Surface, Im as simple as I choose to be. I play video games like a bad habbit, A video game junkie I call myself. Also I refer to myself as a "Thrasher" Its my style of music, Keeping the company such bands like... Blink 182, All American Rejects, Eve 6, Incubus, Paramore, Papa Roach, Rise Against, Eyes Set To Kill, Atreyu, Flyleaf, Hinder, Sum 41, Simple Plan, 3 Doors Down, Nickleback, Bush & Nirvanna & The list does go on... Im a Smart ass because its my bodys natural reaction to stupid fucking people. At least im honest. Im not religious because truly I dont give a shit & the world has made me question if whether or not, God is just a kid with an Ant farm he shakes every now & again... Im waiting for the aliens to come home.
I could tell you everything you never needed to know about Batman, Fuck, I Am Batman.
Hawkeye if were talking Marvel.
I could go on for hours but you know what, I dont have the time. You wanna get to know me? You wanna be a friend? Fine, Message Me, Add Me, Do what you will, Think what you want. I dont care. This is my Evolution. Im A Evolved. Im simply waiting for the next step.

-BayLey

When Do We Get To The Part When I Can Go Home? Ive Been Hiding Inside The Jungle Gym For Way To Long, Waiting For Someone To Come Along & Find Me.

I Have Alot Of Those Moments In My Life... (By Alot, I Mean Everyday.)... Where Theres So Many Things Cluttering My Mind That Im Grabbing The Lighter & Gasoline. The Point, Im Sure You Have Had Yourself Where "Fuck It, Let It All Burn" Is All That You Start Thinking Right??
Lets Get One Of Those Things Off My Chest Eh??..
I Am Currently Under The Impression That No Matter What, Ill Always Feel Alone. In My Head Anyways. No One, As Much As I Might Want Them To... Will Ever Match My Brain & The Way It Works. My Head Is The Greatest Puzzle On The Planet. No Contest.
Theres Everything From Song Lyrics To Global Domination Plans In There Okay.
No One Will Ever Come Along That Will Have The Same Pattern. Have The Same Concerns, Issues, Worries & Even Fetishes Or Pet Peeves. Alot Have Come Far, Some Even Very Close But No Cigar. I Like Isolation Tho.. I Like My Space. The World Bothers Me. The Stupid Things People Do Everyday On This Planet Make Me Want To Fly Away More & More Everyday. I Never Said It Bothered Me, I Just Said Ill Always Feel Alone. Now If Only It Stopped Bothering Me As Much...


-BayLey

My Life Is So Much More Interesting In My Head...

So Not Everything That Comes After Tragedy Sucks. Theres The Tears & Emotion True.
But, I Have Come To Find That My Recent Tragedy Has Lead To Something Quite Wonderful, Mallory.
Dont Get Me Wrong, I Can Thank Myself For Recovering & Being Happy.. But I Thank Her For Being & Feeling Loved. Haha, We Already Have Something In The Form Of A Vacation Of Sorts In The Works. One Week, All Week, Together. It Should Prove To Be Pretty Interesting. A Refreshing Break From The Outcast Feeling Ive Had Around Even My Own Home. Something Happens When You Go Thru, Experience Something Like What Me & My Sister Have Gone Thru. Its Crazy Really.
Unless You Are Talking To Someone Who Has Gone Even Remotely Close To What You Have.. They Dont Get It, Dont Understand It, They Never Will. You Might As Well Be Speaking A Whole Another Language. Life Goes On I Guess..

-BayLey

Whatever Doesnt Kill You Simply Makes You, Stranger.

Hello Readers...
Im Aware Its Been Quite Sometime Since My Last Post But Apart From Having Some SERIOUS Writers Block.. I Was Also Apart Of A Pretty Life Changing Experience.
On The Morning Of July 20th, Me & My 14 Year Old Sister Basher, Were At Century 16 Theaters In Aurora, CO. In Theater 8.
Most People Who Watch The News All Around The World Know Exactly What This Means. About 15 Mins Into The 12:01 Showing Of The Dark Knight Rises, I Hear What Sounds Like Fireworks But Turns Out To Be Bullets Rip Thru The Wall Of Theater 8. Hitting Bystanders Sitting Next To The Wall & Showering Them Will Rubble Fragments From The Wall As They Run Out Of The Theater Holding Areas On There Body Out Of What I Could Only Assume Was Injury .. Almost Immediately My Thoughts Rush To If The Friends Me & My Sister Had Made Pre-Movie Are Okay Or Not.. Then As If I Didnt Need Anything Else To Ruin Not Only My FIRST Midnight Showing Ever But Also The Good Time I Was Having Making New Friends & Even Flirting Just A Bit Haha. Someone Runs Into Our Theater & Says Not To Go Outside Because There Was A Man With A Gun Out There. By This Time I Had Known Something Is Not Right & At This Point, I Stopped Thinking & Just Started Doing. I Grabbed Bashers Bag & Put It On Her "Messenger Bag" Style & Did The Same With My Bag. She Grabbed Me Well I Moved As Fast As Possible With The Simple Thought In Mind That If Theres A Gun One Way, Then Im Going The Other Way.. We Moved Thru The Emergency Exit At The Top Of The Theater, Thru The Door, Across The Balcony. Checking Over The Railing For Anyone Holding A Gun. After Scanning The Lobby As Quick As Possible, I Moved Thru A Large Cloud Of What I Thought Was Smoke But Turned Out To Be Something Worse.. Not Sure Exactly What It Was But I Know I Damn Sure Couldnt Breath As It Entered My Lungs. Running As Quickly As I Could With Basher Attached To My Arm, We Made It Outside To The Sea Of Police Cars That Were Awaiting Outside & I Could Only Guess They Were Still Wondering What Was Going On Themselves. The Night Was Long, Hectic & Crazy. I Will Always Remember It, The Vigil Afterwards & Reconnecting With All The People I Had Met That Night. Just Knowing Them & Me & My Sister Were Okay Was The More Important Info To Me At The Time. Now I Have Healed. I Have Began To Move On... Batman Is Still My Hero. Always Will Be.

-BayLey

Well.. At Least Im Dreaming.

So Neiko (Best Friend) Asked Me Once.. "So, What Do You Think She Will Look Like Bro?"
& Naturally Since I Have No Idea At All What Goes On In That Kids Mind Half The Damn Time. I Said..
"Who?"
He Gave Me A Smirk Because He Had Never Herd Me Describe This Person Before, He Said..
"Your Dream Girl Man, What Do You Think She Will Look Like? Act Like?"
The Question Made Me Smile.. Made Me Laugh.  Surprisingly Its Something That I Had Not Thought About Alot But Enough To The Point Where I Know Everything I Would Ever Want Or Need In My "Dream Girl"... & Of Course I Would Not Be Talking About This Unless I Wanted To Tell You.
Ready ?? Of Course Not.. Haha.
NOW! I Do Not Want To Offend Anybody With Anything That I Say Here Okay?  I Started To Figure This Out Honestly When I Was Like 13.. So Ive Had 6 Years So Far To Change, Confirm, Think About It.
Statistics:
 With In 3 Years Of My Age. 1 Year Younger - 2 Years Older Than Me.
Anywhere From about 5 ft. - 5'6 In Height. Tall Enough To Not Haft To Bend Over To Kiss Them But Short Enough That There Fun - Sized & Fucking Adorable =)
About 100 - 135 Pounds Depending On What There Height Actually Is. NOT JUST FOR SUPERFICIAL REASONS! I Have My Own Personal Reasons As Well As To Put It Simply, Ive Had My Heart Broken In The Same Amount Of Pieces By Slim, Thick & Heavier Girls Alike Okay... So Ill Stick With What I Would Prefer In The Case Of My "Dream Girl"...
Um, Blonde, Brunette, Black Hair, Redhead.. I Never Really Cared About Hair Color As Long As It Looks Hella Beautiful On Her But, I Did Always Know That I Want It To Be Shoulder Length For Sure & Not Curly, More Straight Or Wavy... & It Has To Have A Bad Knack Of Falling In Her Face Lol. So I Could Brush It Away.. Lol
As Far As Skin Color.. I Honestly Dont Care. Whites Fine But I Love A Good Tan Haha.
Im A Sucker For Accents So I Kind Of Always Pictured Her To Be British Haha.That Probably Wont Happen Tho & I Have Accepted That.  Oh! & Completely Straight Edge. 
About That Personality & Interests & What Not.. This Is Where It Gets Difficult. Very Difficult.
Batman, Hawkeye, Video Games(Playstation not Xbox), Tons Of Music Interests(Minus Country, Oldies & Classical), All Around Hilarious But, Can Be Serious When The Time Calls For It. Very Mature No Matter The Age, Ninjas,Samurais, ZEN, Tattoos, Piercings, Artistic, Photography, A Little Nerdy, Optimistic 90% Of The Time, Completely Open & Loyal To Those Who Deserve It. Curses All The Fucking Time ;P..
Likes To Go For Long Runs..& Even Longer Walks Especially At Night Under The Stars. Extremely Affectionate Both Psychically & Emotionally. Thats Really It.. I Am Into & About All Of These Things & She Truly & Honestly Would Haft To Be As Well... Thats All It. At Least Nothing More I Can Think Of Right Now Haha.
Then He Looked At Me & Said... "Bro.." & I Said... "Yes?"
He Turned Around, Started To Walk Away & Yelled Back... "Your Gonna Be Alone Forever!"
... Thanks... Bro.. Psh...

-BayLey

Sitting Dressed In Ash With 2 Empty Cans Of Gas, The Only Evidence They Have Is The Police Sketch Of My Mask.

Have You Ever Set Something On Fire?
Legit Question, Have You? Be Honest With Yourself Now. Cause If You Cant Be Honest With Yourself, Who Can You Be?
Its Fun Is It Not? Watching How Something Can Be So Powerful. It Always Starts So Small, Then It Feeds & Feeds & Grows & Destroys Everything In Its Path. Theres No Bargaining With It, No Begging For Mercy. It Will Eat You & Your Weakness. So Powerful, But You Can Keep It For Yourself, Locked In A Little Bottle. A Little Container. So... I Might Like Fire A Little Bit. Just A Bit =)
Most Days I Just Want To Watch The World Burn & Why Should It Not? You, Yourself Could Not Give Me At Least 2 Reasons To Save This Pathetic Piece Of Rock.
Most Days, Im Batman. Saving The World From Such Crisis But, This World Is Beyond Saving & To Be Honest I Truly Do Not Give A Shit Anymore.
Most Days, Im Batman. Trying To Save You All.
Lately However, Im Joker. Lighting The First Match...

-BayLey

You Were A Thief?... I Am A Thief My Lady. Were Not For These Chains, Id Steal Your Heart.

FACT: If The RIGHT Girl Came Along & Offered Me Whats Left Of Her Heart & Wanted Nothing More Than Me, I Would Give Her My All.
Now I Dont Know If Its Just Me Or Whatever But, I Cannot Even Believe That Some Of These Guys & Girls Are Even Near My Age Bracket. There Maturity & Really Just Common Sense Levels Are Nowhere Near Mine.
These Tricks Need To Get On My Level Haha.
Now Granted, Kali, My Ex. She Had A Ton Of Maturity To Her For Her Age.. But To Be Honest She Was More Like 30 Rather Than 20 Haha. So You Can Understand Why That It Was Just A Bit Much. I Try To Have Conversations With Other Guys & Its Like Im Talking To A Complete Dick Or Dumbass The Whole Time. For That Reason I Have A Very Tight Net Group Of Guys I Talk To.. 4 Of Them In Fact... & Oh Your God! When I Try To Have A Conversation With A Girl Even Like 18 Years Old Psh... I May As Well Be Talking To A Wall... It Would Be More Entertaining At The Very Least. Thats Why I Keep A Very Tight Net Group Of Them As Well..
Ive Said It Before & Ill Say It Again. I Truly Do Not Want To Be On This Planet Anymore.
Luckily, For This & Everything Else Recently, A Little Black Ops Goes A Long Way.

-BayLey

You Know The Problem With The Real World? Not Enough Fucking Dragons...

The Sweetest Thing About A Kiss On The Cheek... The Innocence.
My Guilty Pleasure Of Sorts. Im A Vampire So I Kind Of Feed Off It. The Feeling/Rush It Has With It.
Very Hard To Explain But At The Same Time Anyone Out There Who Still Enjoys One From Time To Time Knows Exactly What Im Going On About. It Feels So Much More Right Than A Hug & A Bit Sweeter Than A Kiss On The Lips. I Came To Realize That After Having One Today... It Has Been Almost 2 Years Since My Last. I Dont Even Remember Who With.. But That Does Not Take Away From The Awesome Feeling I Got Today From It. I Have Come To Figure, Its Something Worth Indulging Yourself With Every So Often.
So You Dont Get Sick Of It As Well As You Can Not Get Enough..
As Far As My Posting Tittle Goes. Its True, Dont You Think? We Could All Use Some More Dragons Haha.
At Least I Think So. =)
& In Case You Could Not Tell By This Posting.. Im A Little Weird, But In What Universe Would I Ever Be Normal. Would Not Happen.

-BayLey

Love It Or Give It Up..

Now, I Am Not Down to Have My Feelings Crushed In Any Way, Shape Or Form. I Like To Think Neither Is Most Of The World Huh.. But I Guess It Happens Sometimes. No Matter What I Do I Cant Seem To  Prevent This. A New.. Shall We Say "Interest"? Came Into My Life About 5-6 Days Ago & I Want Her In My Life But No Matter How Perfect She Seems To Be. She Does Have Her Flaws & That Sucks. To No End.
As Much As I Seem To Just Picture This Big, Awesome Future For Us. It Looks Like (At Least Right Now) It Wont Happen. Trust, I Want It To But Even Here Before We Have Even Began... We Have These "Bumps" To Survive. My Theory Is This World Does Not Work In Anyones Favor & We Are All Screwed Since Day 1. What Can We Do?
Fight For What We Want? Take It? Maybe Both.
It Will Set Me Back A Bit If Me & This Awesome, Sweet Thing Do Not Work Out & Goddamn Do I Hate Square 1 But, I Always End Up Back There. So No Surprise To Me On That Front.
I Honestly Feel Like Shit Emotionally. I Dont Know How Much I Can Do When It Comes To Love. To Be Honest. I Think I Got About One More Shot In Me. Thats It Then Im Done. Possibly Forever. Done Trying So Hard To Make Something So Impossible Work In My Favor. As I Always Say, Fuck The World, Let It Burn. Theres My Harsh Comment For The Week.

-BayLey

"So Pardon Me Well I Burst Into Flames..

Ive Had Enough Of The World & Its Peoples Mindless Games. Pardon Me Well I Burn & Rise Above The Flame."

Pardon Me - Incubus.

This World Fines A Very Balanced Way To Piss Me Off & Amuse Me.

Its Full Of These Fakes, Preps, Emo Kids, Drama Bitches That In All Honesty The World Would Be 100% Better Off Without. All Your Doing Is Dragging The Rest Of Us Down With You In Your Selfish Black Hole Of Misery. Most Of The Time Its Only Because Your To Chicken Shit To Do Anything About Your Shitty Life So You Express It On Your Sleeve & Make The Rest Of Us Sick. Grow Up! Life Does NOT Come With An Instruction Manual & If It Did, In Big BOLD Print On The Cover There Would Be A Sentence With Quotation Marks That Reads Simply,

" This Will NOT Be Easy "

Then It Would Probably Be Blank From Front Page To Back. Life Sucks & That Only Changes Every So Often For Like An Hour Tops. Suck It Up Wimps & God Dammit Make Something Of Yourself.

Im Going To Play Black Ops Now So I Can Blow Something The Fuck Up..

-BayLey

Tonight.. I Am An Owl.

Completely Nocturnal & All.

Today Was A Very Awesome Day, Got My Room On The Right Track To Looking Even More Dope Than It Has EVER Been. Im Stoked For How The Results Will Be.

But, I Will Work More On That 2Moro.. Until Then, More Black Ops, Then I Gotta Crash Like A Fucking MISSLE. Short Post But As Always I Have More To Follow..

-BayLey

The Times... They Are Changing.

2 Months & 28 Days... Was The Grand Total Of This Particular Relationship.. & Sadly All Good Things Come To An End. It Was Very Fun Well It Lasted But, Me & Kali Were Going To End In 2 COMPLETELY Different Places At The End Of The Road & There Was Just No Sense In Continuing Something Neither One Of Us Would Have Been Happy With In The Long Run.. There Were Signs Of That At Least 1 - 2 Weeks Ago As Well. Im A Gamer I Know When Ive Ran Out Of Lives & Tokens Better Than Anyone Else. Time To Begin A New & Move On.

Someone Get Me A Guitar!

-BayLey

Flip A Snow Globe Up Side Down & Then Right Side Up & Watch All The Ash Cover The Town..

Funny Thing When Your World Gets Turned Upside Down..

You Think Things Are Gonna Go One Way. Then They Flip & Go The Complete Opposite. Its Never Been A Scary Or Intimidating Thing To Me By Any Means. Contrary To What Certain Or All People Might Think. I Just Get A Little Anxious When I Think Something I Really Dont Want To Change, Will... So I Do The "Adult" Thing & I Ask. I Try To Confirm Or Deny My Worries & Troubles Just By Simply, Asking. The Saying Goes.. "The Alarm Is Beaten At The Outer Gate To Deal With Thugs..." Therefore If You Deal With ANY Kind Of Worry Or Trouble Before Hand Then Realistically Speaking There Should Be No Reason To Keep It Present In Your Thoughts. All Though The Sad Reality Is, The Problem May Arise Again Due To Either Obvious Or Hidden Reasoning. Kind Of Like A Ninja.. Ha...

I Guess When These Things Happen We Take Them As They Come & Remember.. If You Cant Get Over It, Under It, Or Around It... Then Go THRU It...

-BayLey

Your Experiments Have Not Failed Until They Blow Up..

I Have Been Running All Around Blogspot Trying To Find Any Blogs I Can Follow & Add. That Are Focused Around Any Of My Interests.. Such As Photography, Movies(No Chick Flicks), Music(No Classical Or Country), Sports(Mostly Football & Basketball). Super-Heroes(Cause Im Batman ^-^), Skateboarding Or Videogames.. & Sometimes Im Really Just In The Mood To Read About Other Peoples Drama Or Life Cause It Helps Take A Bit Of A Load Off Of Mine For A Short Time.

SO, If You Have A Blogspot Account & Your Blogging About Any Such Things. By All Means Go Ahead & Add Me Or Just Follow My Blog And I Will Return The Favor. Ill Do My Best To Keep The Blogs Coming As Fast & As Current As I Can BUT, If You Are A Blogger You Know Just How Real "Writers Block" Is. Haha.

I Have Also Had A Big Interest In The Show "Lost Tapes" As Of Late. Anyone Else Seen It & Actually Enjoy It As Much As I Do ?? That Shows Great For A "Believer" Like Me. So If You To Think That Theres A Bigfoot, Loch Ness Monster, Lizard Man, Dover Demon, Moth Man, SkinWalkers, Aliens, Werewolves, Vampires, HellHounds Ect.. Then Check Out The Show. Its On Netflix!

Dont Forget To Subscribe VIA E-mail.

-BayLey

New Adventures Lie Ahead.

So I Am Very Much Looking Forward To The Next Few Months Ahead. Because Of The Simple Fact I Got Back Into Skateboarding Pretty Hardcore & I Plan On Taking Advantage Of The Awesome Weather Colorado Is Having As Of Late. Highs Of 60, 70, 80 Degrees & Around 40 Or 50 In The Night. Around Sunset Im Dealing With Only 55 Degrees So Its The Ideal Time To Go Skating All All Around These Big Hills I Have Near Me Now. Not To Mention 2 Different Parks That Have Very Well Done Sidewalks That I Can Skate For Speed Quite Well So Its Gonna Be A Blast. Staring Tonight Even...

I Added Some New Photos On The Right Of The Page Of Myself.

& On The Bottom Are Some World Of Warcraft Artwork Pictures That Spark My Interest & Let Me Tell You Now, There Straight Up Sick. The Dragon Is Named "Deathwing"

The Man In Blue Armor Is Known As "The Lich King"

The Lady With A Bow Is Known As "Lady Sylvannas"

& The Other Is Just A Sort Of Misc. Photo. Enjoy...

& Dont Forget To Subscribe To My Posts VIA E-Mail. =)

-BayLey

The Only Difference Between A Martyrdom & A Suicide Is Press Coverage.

First Question.. Does Anybody Out There Have There Field Guide To Surviving Life? Because I Seem To Have Officially Lost Mine..

I Dont Know If Its All The Stress Ive Been Feeling As Of Late Or The Head Rush Of Emotions & Thoughts That I Get From Blaring My Ipod In My Ears To Much For To Long. But I Seem To Be Reflecting Alot On How My Life Used To Be & How It Is Now. I Woke Up Today And Realized That Somewhere Along The Line Recently... Somehow, Someway I Did Something I Was Trying Everything In My Power Not To Do... I Grew Up. >.>

For Real, I Went From About 2 Really Close Friends & A Few Others Not So Close.. Going To Bed Whenever I Wanted & Barely Wanting To Wake Up Whenever I Did The Next Day. I Had Alot Of Time & A Shit Ton Of Space To Just Be Me.. In My Own Little World. My Own Personal Style.. & Now Im Just Another Guy With Like 1 Real Friend & No Clue What Or Who I Am Anymore.

The Transition Has Been Worth It On A Few Fronts Though. Meeting & Moving In With A Girl I Could Easily Marry With The Right Time & Proper Emotional Investments Put In.. All The Freedom I Could Ever Want To Be Me.. I Gave Up Some Personal Space But You Know Fuck What The World Thinks Is "Healthy" For Me To Have. I Enjoy Having Her Invade My Space Bubble. I Enjoy Alot Of Things About Her That She Will Just Never Get But Ill Be Damned If I Ever Think For One Second My Love For Her Will Die. Cause It Wont.

Case & Point.. I Hate Not Knowing Who I Am Or What I Want & The Faster I Figure That Out The Better For My Own Mentality. Because My Heads All Up In The Clouds With A Bunch Of Shit.. & I Really Need To Clean Out The Garage.

-BayLey

Live In Your World, Play In Mine.

Well... Uh... Hey.. Yeah I Know Its Been Awhile Since I Posted Anything But To Be Honest Not Only Have I Been Busy You Know, "Having A Life" & All.. But I Figured Since Its My Blog & All. Better Late Than Never.

Not To Much Has Been Going As Of Late. I Actually Ended Up Rolling The Dice As Most Of Us Do In Our Lifes At One Point Or Another But Yeah, I Took A Shot And Rolled The Dice To See Where They Landed & Moved In My Girlfriend Kali & I Haft To Admit So Far I Am Very Happy Where We Are At In Our Relationship. Stable, At The Very Least Lol.. & At Long Last I Have Finally Figured Out What The Hell I Wanna Do With My Life. Which Is!.... (Drumroll)... Something With Video Games... Lol Didnt See That One Coming? Well You Should Have. Haha.

Also It Had Been Awhile Since I Did A Video For Youtube So I Went Ahead And Just Kind Of Threw Something Together About One Of My Favorite Wrestlers From The WWE & Who Is Now A Part Of The TNA Roster. Jeff Hardy.. Just A Crappie Video Video I Threw Together In Like 20 Mins & Sadly The Editing Is Not That Great At All But I Like It None The Less So...

Heres The Link, Its Like A 5 Min Video & Ill Chat At You All Laters...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZilSGyKzOek

-BayLey

Its Gonna Be Legen-(Wait For It)-Dary! Legendary!

Valentines Day... The Weirdest, Strangest, Holiday That Follows Up My Birthday EVERY YEAR & Those Are Two Occasions That I Seem To Be Very Single & Very Alone Hah... But Not This Year, No. No. My Birthday Was Spent With My Girlfriend Kali. It Was The First Time I Ever Spent With Someone Else, Let Alone My Girlfriend So It Was Definitely Something To Remember & I Will... Now The Trick Is To Spend This Valentines Day Thingy With Her As Well. Simply Because I Have Always Been Curious As To This "Boost" In Love & Emotions That Couples Seem To Have Around This Day. That & The Sex Must Be AMAZING! Haha, No Just Kidding. Ill Be Happy To Just Cuddle Up Next To My Love, Watch A Movie, Nerd Out & Fall Asleep Next To My Angel. This Post Is For You Babe. Love You Kali Kat...

-BayLey

Someone Put Me Back In The Fridge.

First Off If You Dont Know Where That Quote Comes From You Clearly Need More Good Movies In Your Life....
As It Turns Out, You Can Think You Know Something As Much As You Want But, I Know Now That Thinking You Know Something Or Somebody Is Just Simply Saying "Hey! Look At Me... Im A Dumbass..."... Knowing Someone Or Something About Someone Is Next To(& Good Friends With) Impossible. I Get To Learn All To Well About That From My Efforts In Trying To Understand The Most Complicated Thing For Any Guy On This Planet. Not Cars, Not Construction & Not Even Video Games... No. No. I Am Talking About The True Enemy Of The Brain, The Master Of Secrets & Espionage, Some Real James Bond Shit Okay Hah... Yes You May Have Guessed Right... Women. Strange Creatures Who Every Man Desires But, Is Not Quite Sure Why. Cant Live With Them & Cant Live Completely Alone The Rest Of Our Miserable Lives(Or Something Like That). Yes, Since The Beginning Of Time Men Have Tried To Grab Hold Of A Woman's Brain & See Whats Growing Inside. The Inner Workings If You Will... & Id Say As A Whole Were Not Doing To Bad. Men As An Organization Get More Women Than Any Company Working Anywhere In The World Today... & I Think Its Pretty Damn Safe To Say Wherever Women Are, We Currently Have MEN Looking Into The Situation... GOD! I Hope We Get Some Bloody Answers Soon Enough.

-BayLey

It Takes Courage To Grow Up & Become Who You Really Are.

Well Happy Late Birthday To Me.. As Of The 19th I Am 19 Years Old & As It Turns Out Life Aint All Roses & Shit. Honestly, I Gotta Do This Whole "Growing Up" Thing Now. I Mean Do Not Get Me Wrong Im Not Some Little Boy By Any Means. Its Just I Enjoy Where Im At In My Life. 19 Year Old, Video Gaming, Funny As Hell, Has A Great Girlfriend, Listens To Awesome Music, Skates Around Town, Can Draw & Write Pretty Decent, Has True Friends Who Make My Screwed Up World Go Round, Batman... Guy.(Came Off A Bit Braggy, Sorry About That, Sounded Better In My Head Haha) But Yeah, I Just Think, Getting A Job, Paying Bills And Even Getting A Place Of My Own Would Be Stressful, Not To Mention Lonely. Until, Of Course Some Really Hot Girl(Like My Girlfriend) Moves In With Me Or Something But, I Just Am Really Not Sure If Im Ready To "Take The World By Storm Yet" Ya Know? I Have Always Liked To Prepare Myself For ANYTHING Down To Like The Last Possible Detail But This Whole "Life & Age" Thing Is Catching Up With Me Pretty Damn Fast. I Think With The Right Preparation & Some Key Moves I Could Be Ready In Due Time Tho. Or Something Like That... Heh, Only Time Will Tell.

-BayLey

Half The Time The World Is Ending...

Well In Case You Were Un-Aware Readers. I Am & Always Will Be A New Orleans Saints Fan & As You May Have Herd, We Lost To The Damn 49ers In The Playoffs. It Sucks But The Truth Is Yes... They Beat Us This Time With Luck. Next Time We Will Whoop There Ass With Skill HA! But, As It Stands. Early Predictions Im Thinks New England Patriots At The Superbowl V.S. The New York Giants. It Would Be A Hell Of A Match Up But, If That Becomes The Case. I Say Patriots Take It. Strictly Because Manning Cant Compare To Brady. Thats The Truth.
Meanwhile, I Feel The Need To Skate & Just Free Run All Around Like Pretty Hardcore For Some Reason. Not To Mention Ill Be... Oh! Look At That! Ill Be 19 In 4 Days. Wow. 19 Years Old & I Almost Feel Bad. Like I Have Really Accomplished Much. I By All Means Intend To Get Alot Done This Year Simply Because I Failed Last Year. I Look Forward To All Of It & You Know Im Not Off To A Bad Start. I Have Already Had Like 3 Maybe 4 "Firsts" This Year Already (Those Are Kinda Of Important To Me). I Kind Of Wanted To Just Throw This Out There But, I Like To Think Just About Everyone Has A Legit Fear. Guy/Girl. Adult/Child. Everyone Has A Real Fear. Mental, Psychical, Emotional Even. You Could Meet The World Strongest Man & He Could Be Afraid Of Milk. Its All Just Based On Who The Person Is Really.
Me, My Legit Fear ??
I Am Honestly, Wanting With All My Heart & Soul To Be A Husband & Father Someday. But, I Am Very Scared. I Am Just Someone Who Isant The Kind Of Boyfriend Material That A Nice, Caring, Loving Girl Keeps Around & It Sucks. It Truly Does. But, Before You Start Thinking "Here We Go Again" Nothing Is Wrong With Me & Kali At All. I Just Felt Like Sharing About The One Thing That Truly Scares Me & GOD... Does It.

-BayLey

I Dont Wanna Come Back Down From This Cloud.

" Its Taken Me All This Time To Find Out What Im Missing "
So You See I Could Of Took The Easy Way Out & Nerd Out In My Basement, Avoid People & Daylight. Live On Chips & Mt Dew. Play World Of Warcraft & Just Not Have Any Social Interaction Until I Started To Feel Just Remotely Better. Or I Could Have Done What I Did End Up Doing... Get Out Into The World. Meet New People. Hangout With Awesome People That Just Wanna Help Me Recover & Come To Find That A Friend Who I Never Thought Of Anymore Than That Could Become SO Much More Than Just That. Her Name Is Kali & What We Have Has Surprised The Both Of Us. It Was Honestly One Of Those Rare Life Moments Where 2 People Realize That Something Long Distance Just Is Not Working Anymore & They Find A Friend Thats In The Same Position. Then, You Become Overly Caring & Cared For By That Friend To The Point That You Simply Cant Continue On With What Your Already Doing When You Find Something & Know Theres Something Better For You. Closer. Real & Now. So I Am Ready To Forget About All Past Mistakes. Past Girlfriends & Im Ready To Move Forward With This Person That I Simply Just Have THE Strongest Feelings For. Im Ready To Stop Playing Games. Im Ready To Make This Work.

-BayLey

Smells Like Teen Heartbreak...

Ya Know There Are Times That I Wish Kurt Cobain Was Still Alive Cause I Would Have Loved To See A Concert That Had Them Headlining Along With BUSH. I Dont Care If There Like Not The Same Genre Of Bands & What Not But I Mean Come On! Heart Shaped Box & Everything Zen, Come As You Are & Little Things... Its Just Like There The 2 Bands That Help Motivate Me & Help Encourage Me To Get Past Whatever Heartbreak Ive Benn Feeling As Of Late. A Little Kurt Cobain Mixed In With Gavin Rossdale & Something Awesome To Drink. I Just May Survive This Break Up After All But Dont Go Holding Your Breath. Lol... Ill Just Stick To The Common Best Medicine Like, Hanging Out With Badass Friends, Maybe A Couple Partys Here & There. Straight Edge Parties Cause Me And My Friends Kick Ass Haha. Alot Of GUY Movies. Alot Of Music & Since Its Only January... ALOT OF FOOTBALL Lol GO SAINTS!...

-BayLey