Now, I Am Not Down to Have My Feelings Crushed In Any Way, Shape Or Form. I Like To Think Neither Is Most Of The World Huh.. But I Guess It Happens Sometimes. No Matter What I Do I Cant Seem To Prevent This. A New.. Shall We Say "Interest"? Came Into My Life About 5-6 Days Ago & I Want Her In My Life But No Matter How Perfect She Seems To Be. She Does Have Her Flaws & That Sucks. To No End.
As Much As I Seem To Just Picture This Big, Awesome Future For Us. It Looks Like (At Least Right Now) It Wont Happen. Trust, I Want It To But Even Here Before We Have Even Began... We Have These "Bumps" To Survive. My Theory Is This World Does Not Work In Anyones Favor & We Are All Screwed Since Day 1. What Can We Do?
Fight For What We Want? Take It? Maybe Both.
It Will Set Me Back A Bit If Me & This Awesome, Sweet Thing Do Not Work Out & Goddamn Do I Hate Square 1 But, I Always End Up Back There. So No Surprise To Me On That Front.
I Honestly Feel Like Shit Emotionally. I Dont Know How Much I Can Do When It Comes To Love. To Be Honest. I Think I Got About One More Shot In Me. Thats It Then Im Done. Possibly Forever. Done Trying So Hard To Make Something So Impossible Work In My Favor. As I Always Say, Fuck The World, Let It Burn. Theres My Harsh Comment For The Week.
-BayLey
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