Well.. At Least Im Dreaming.

So Neiko (Best Friend) Asked Me Once.. "So, What Do You Think She Will Look Like Bro?"
& Naturally Since I Have No Idea At All What Goes On In That Kids Mind Half The Damn Time. I Said..
"Who?"
He Gave Me A Smirk Because He Had Never Herd Me Describe This Person Before, He Said..
"Your Dream Girl Man, What Do You Think She Will Look Like? Act Like?"
The Question Made Me Smile.. Made Me Laugh.  Surprisingly Its Something That I Had Not Thought About Alot But Enough To The Point Where I Know Everything I Would Ever Want Or Need In My "Dream Girl"... & Of Course I Would Not Be Talking About This Unless I Wanted To Tell You.
Ready ?? Of Course Not.. Haha.
NOW! I Do Not Want To Offend Anybody With Anything That I Say Here Okay?  I Started To Figure This Out Honestly When I Was Like 13.. So Ive Had 6 Years So Far To Change, Confirm, Think About It.
Statistics:
 With In 3 Years Of My Age. 1 Year Younger - 2 Years Older Than Me.
Anywhere From about 5 ft. - 5'6 In Height. Tall Enough To Not Haft To Bend Over To Kiss Them But Short Enough That There Fun - Sized & Fucking Adorable =)
About 100 - 135 Pounds Depending On What There Height Actually Is. NOT JUST FOR SUPERFICIAL REASONS! I Have My Own Personal Reasons As Well As To Put It Simply, Ive Had My Heart Broken In The Same Amount Of Pieces By Slim, Thick & Heavier Girls Alike Okay... So Ill Stick With What I Would Prefer In The Case Of My "Dream Girl"...
Um, Blonde, Brunette, Black Hair, Redhead.. I Never Really Cared About Hair Color As Long As It Looks Hella Beautiful On Her But, I Did Always Know That I Want It To Be Shoulder Length For Sure & Not Curly, More Straight Or Wavy... & It Has To Have A Bad Knack Of Falling In Her Face Lol. So I Could Brush It Away.. Lol
As Far As Skin Color.. I Honestly Dont Care. Whites Fine But I Love A Good Tan Haha.
Im A Sucker For Accents So I Kind Of Always Pictured Her To Be British Haha.That Probably Wont Happen Tho & I Have Accepted That.  Oh! & Completely Straight Edge. 
About That Personality & Interests & What Not.. This Is Where It Gets Difficult. Very Difficult.
Batman, Hawkeye, Video Games(Playstation not Xbox), Tons Of Music Interests(Minus Country, Oldies & Classical), All Around Hilarious But, Can Be Serious When The Time Calls For It. Very Mature No Matter The Age, Ninjas,Samurais, ZEN, Tattoos, Piercings, Artistic, Photography, A Little Nerdy, Optimistic 90% Of The Time, Completely Open & Loyal To Those Who Deserve It. Curses All The Fucking Time ;P..
Likes To Go For Long Runs..& Even Longer Walks Especially At Night Under The Stars. Extremely Affectionate Both Psychically & Emotionally. Thats Really It.. I Am Into & About All Of These Things & She Truly & Honestly Would Haft To Be As Well... Thats All It. At Least Nothing More I Can Think Of Right Now Haha.
Then He Looked At Me & Said... "Bro.." & I Said... "Yes?"
He Turned Around, Started To Walk Away & Yelled Back... "Your Gonna Be Alone Forever!"
... Thanks... Bro.. Psh...

-BayLey

Sitting Dressed In Ash With 2 Empty Cans Of Gas, The Only Evidence They Have Is The Police Sketch Of My Mask.

Have You Ever Set Something On Fire?
Legit Question, Have You? Be Honest With Yourself Now. Cause If You Cant Be Honest With Yourself, Who Can You Be?
Its Fun Is It Not? Watching How Something Can Be So Powerful. It Always Starts So Small, Then It Feeds & Feeds & Grows & Destroys Everything In Its Path. Theres No Bargaining With It, No Begging For Mercy. It Will Eat You & Your Weakness. So Powerful, But You Can Keep It For Yourself, Locked In A Little Bottle. A Little Container. So... I Might Like Fire A Little Bit. Just A Bit =)
Most Days I Just Want To Watch The World Burn & Why Should It Not? You, Yourself Could Not Give Me At Least 2 Reasons To Save This Pathetic Piece Of Rock.
Most Days, Im Batman. Saving The World From Such Crisis But, This World Is Beyond Saving & To Be Honest I Truly Do Not Give A Shit Anymore.
Most Days, Im Batman. Trying To Save You All.
Lately However, Im Joker. Lighting The First Match...

-BayLey

You Were A Thief?... I Am A Thief My Lady. Were Not For These Chains, Id Steal Your Heart.

FACT: If The RIGHT Girl Came Along & Offered Me Whats Left Of Her Heart & Wanted Nothing More Than Me, I Would Give Her My All.
Now I Dont Know If Its Just Me Or Whatever But, I Cannot Even Believe That Some Of These Guys & Girls Are Even Near My Age Bracket. There Maturity & Really Just Common Sense Levels Are Nowhere Near Mine.
These Tricks Need To Get On My Level Haha.
Now Granted, Kali, My Ex. She Had A Ton Of Maturity To Her For Her Age.. But To Be Honest She Was More Like 30 Rather Than 20 Haha. So You Can Understand Why That It Was Just A Bit Much. I Try To Have Conversations With Other Guys & Its Like Im Talking To A Complete Dick Or Dumbass The Whole Time. For That Reason I Have A Very Tight Net Group Of Guys I Talk To.. 4 Of Them In Fact... & Oh Your God! When I Try To Have A Conversation With A Girl Even Like 18 Years Old Psh... I May As Well Be Talking To A Wall... It Would Be More Entertaining At The Very Least. Thats Why I Keep A Very Tight Net Group Of Them As Well..
Ive Said It Before & Ill Say It Again. I Truly Do Not Want To Be On This Planet Anymore.
Luckily, For This & Everything Else Recently, A Little Black Ops Goes A Long Way.

-BayLey

You Know The Problem With The Real World? Not Enough Fucking Dragons...

The Sweetest Thing About A Kiss On The Cheek... The Innocence.
My Guilty Pleasure Of Sorts. Im A Vampire So I Kind Of Feed Off It. The Feeling/Rush It Has With It.
Very Hard To Explain But At The Same Time Anyone Out There Who Still Enjoys One From Time To Time Knows Exactly What Im Going On About. It Feels So Much More Right Than A Hug & A Bit Sweeter Than A Kiss On The Lips. I Came To Realize That After Having One Today... It Has Been Almost 2 Years Since My Last. I Dont Even Remember Who With.. But That Does Not Take Away From The Awesome Feeling I Got Today From It. I Have Come To Figure, Its Something Worth Indulging Yourself With Every So Often.
So You Dont Get Sick Of It As Well As You Can Not Get Enough..
As Far As My Posting Tittle Goes. Its True, Dont You Think? We Could All Use Some More Dragons Haha.
At Least I Think So. =)
& In Case You Could Not Tell By This Posting.. Im A Little Weird, But In What Universe Would I Ever Be Normal. Would Not Happen.

-BayLey

Love It Or Give It Up..

Now, I Am Not Down to Have My Feelings Crushed In Any Way, Shape Or Form. I Like To Think Neither Is Most Of The World Huh.. But I Guess It Happens Sometimes. No Matter What I Do I Cant Seem To  Prevent This. A New.. Shall We Say "Interest"? Came Into My Life About 5-6 Days Ago & I Want Her In My Life But No Matter How Perfect She Seems To Be. She Does Have Her Flaws & That Sucks. To No End.
As Much As I Seem To Just Picture This Big, Awesome Future For Us. It Looks Like (At Least Right Now) It Wont Happen. Trust, I Want It To But Even Here Before We Have Even Began... We Have These "Bumps" To Survive. My Theory Is This World Does Not Work In Anyones Favor & We Are All Screwed Since Day 1. What Can We Do?
Fight For What We Want? Take It? Maybe Both.
It Will Set Me Back A Bit If Me & This Awesome, Sweet Thing Do Not Work Out & Goddamn Do I Hate Square 1 But, I Always End Up Back There. So No Surprise To Me On That Front.
I Honestly Feel Like Shit Emotionally. I Dont Know How Much I Can Do When It Comes To Love. To Be Honest. I Think I Got About One More Shot In Me. Thats It Then Im Done. Possibly Forever. Done Trying So Hard To Make Something So Impossible Work In My Favor. As I Always Say, Fuck The World, Let It Burn. Theres My Harsh Comment For The Week.

-BayLey

"So Pardon Me Well I Burst Into Flames..

Ive Had Enough Of The World & Its Peoples Mindless Games. Pardon Me Well I Burn & Rise Above The Flame."

Pardon Me - Incubus.

This World Fines A Very Balanced Way To Piss Me Off & Amuse Me.

Its Full Of These Fakes, Preps, Emo Kids, Drama Bitches That In All Honesty The World Would Be 100% Better Off Without. All Your Doing Is Dragging The Rest Of Us Down With You In Your Selfish Black Hole Of Misery. Most Of The Time Its Only Because Your To Chicken Shit To Do Anything About Your Shitty Life So You Express It On Your Sleeve & Make The Rest Of Us Sick. Grow Up! Life Does NOT Come With An Instruction Manual & If It Did, In Big BOLD Print On The Cover There Would Be A Sentence With Quotation Marks That Reads Simply,

" This Will NOT Be Easy "

Then It Would Probably Be Blank From Front Page To Back. Life Sucks & That Only Changes Every So Often For Like An Hour Tops. Suck It Up Wimps & God Dammit Make Something Of Yourself.

Im Going To Play Black Ops Now So I Can Blow Something The Fuck Up..

-BayLey

Tonight.. I Am An Owl.

Completely Nocturnal & All.

Today Was A Very Awesome Day, Got My Room On The Right Track To Looking Even More Dope Than It Has EVER Been. Im Stoked For How The Results Will Be.

But, I Will Work More On That 2Moro.. Until Then, More Black Ops, Then I Gotta Crash Like A Fucking MISSLE. Short Post But As Always I Have More To Follow..

-BayLey

The Times... They Are Changing.

2 Months & 28 Days... Was The Grand Total Of This Particular Relationship.. & Sadly All Good Things Come To An End. It Was Very Fun Well It Lasted But, Me & Kali Were Going To End In 2 COMPLETELY Different Places At The End Of The Road & There Was Just No Sense In Continuing Something Neither One Of Us Would Have Been Happy With In The Long Run.. There Were Signs Of That At Least 1 - 2 Weeks Ago As Well. Im A Gamer I Know When Ive Ran Out Of Lives & Tokens Better Than Anyone Else. Time To Begin A New & Move On.

Someone Get Me A Guitar!

-BayLey