Love It Or Give It Up..

Now, I Am Not Down to Have My Feelings Crushed In Any Way, Shape Or Form. I Like To Think Neither Is Most Of The World Huh.. But I Guess It Happens Sometimes. No Matter What I Do I Cant Seem To  Prevent This. A New.. Shall We Say "Interest"? Came Into My Life About 5-6 Days Ago & I Want Her In My Life But No Matter How Perfect She Seems To Be. She Does Have Her Flaws & That Sucks. To No End.
As Much As I Seem To Just Picture This Big, Awesome Future For Us. It Looks Like (At Least Right Now) It Wont Happen. Trust, I Want It To But Even Here Before We Have Even Began... We Have These "Bumps" To Survive. My Theory Is This World Does Not Work In Anyones Favor & We Are All Screwed Since Day 1. What Can We Do?
Fight For What We Want? Take It? Maybe Both.
It Will Set Me Back A Bit If Me & This Awesome, Sweet Thing Do Not Work Out & Goddamn Do I Hate Square 1 But, I Always End Up Back There. So No Surprise To Me On That Front.
I Honestly Feel Like Shit Emotionally. I Dont Know How Much I Can Do When It Comes To Love. To Be Honest. I Think I Got About One More Shot In Me. Thats It Then Im Done. Possibly Forever. Done Trying So Hard To Make Something So Impossible Work In My Favor. As I Always Say, Fuck The World, Let It Burn. Theres My Harsh Comment For The Week.

-BayLey

"So Pardon Me Well I Burst Into Flames..

Ive Had Enough Of The World & Its Peoples Mindless Games. Pardon Me Well I Burn & Rise Above The Flame."

Pardon Me - Incubus.

This World Fines A Very Balanced Way To Piss Me Off & Amuse Me.

Its Full Of These Fakes, Preps, Emo Kids, Drama Bitches That In All Honesty The World Would Be 100% Better Off Without. All Your Doing Is Dragging The Rest Of Us Down With You In Your Selfish Black Hole Of Misery. Most Of The Time Its Only Because Your To Chicken Shit To Do Anything About Your Shitty Life So You Express It On Your Sleeve & Make The Rest Of Us Sick. Grow Up! Life Does NOT Come With An Instruction Manual & If It Did, In Big BOLD Print On The Cover There Would Be A Sentence With Quotation Marks That Reads Simply,

" This Will NOT Be Easy "

Then It Would Probably Be Blank From Front Page To Back. Life Sucks & That Only Changes Every So Often For Like An Hour Tops. Suck It Up Wimps & God Dammit Make Something Of Yourself.

Im Going To Play Black Ops Now So I Can Blow Something The Fuck Up..

-BayLey

Tonight.. I Am An Owl.

Completely Nocturnal & All.

Today Was A Very Awesome Day, Got My Room On The Right Track To Looking Even More Dope Than It Has EVER Been. Im Stoked For How The Results Will Be.

But, I Will Work More On That 2Moro.. Until Then, More Black Ops, Then I Gotta Crash Like A Fucking MISSLE. Short Post But As Always I Have More To Follow..

-BayLey

The Times... They Are Changing.

2 Months & 28 Days... Was The Grand Total Of This Particular Relationship.. & Sadly All Good Things Come To An End. It Was Very Fun Well It Lasted But, Me & Kali Were Going To End In 2 COMPLETELY Different Places At The End Of The Road & There Was Just No Sense In Continuing Something Neither One Of Us Would Have Been Happy With In The Long Run.. There Were Signs Of That At Least 1 - 2 Weeks Ago As Well. Im A Gamer I Know When Ive Ran Out Of Lives & Tokens Better Than Anyone Else. Time To Begin A New & Move On.

Someone Get Me A Guitar!

-BayLey

Flip A Snow Globe Up Side Down & Then Right Side Up & Watch All The Ash Cover The Town..

Funny Thing When Your World Gets Turned Upside Down..

You Think Things Are Gonna Go One Way. Then They Flip & Go The Complete Opposite. Its Never Been A Scary Or Intimidating Thing To Me By Any Means. Contrary To What Certain Or All People Might Think. I Just Get A Little Anxious When I Think Something I Really Dont Want To Change, Will... So I Do The "Adult" Thing & I Ask. I Try To Confirm Or Deny My Worries & Troubles Just By Simply, Asking. The Saying Goes.. "The Alarm Is Beaten At The Outer Gate To Deal With Thugs..." Therefore If You Deal With ANY Kind Of Worry Or Trouble Before Hand Then Realistically Speaking There Should Be No Reason To Keep It Present In Your Thoughts. All Though The Sad Reality Is, The Problem May Arise Again Due To Either Obvious Or Hidden Reasoning. Kind Of Like A Ninja.. Ha...

I Guess When These Things Happen We Take Them As They Come & Remember.. If You Cant Get Over It, Under It, Or Around It... Then Go THRU It...

-BayLey

Your Experiments Have Not Failed Until They Blow Up..

I Have Been Running All Around Blogspot Trying To Find Any Blogs I Can Follow & Add. That Are Focused Around Any Of My Interests.. Such As Photography, Movies(No Chick Flicks), Music(No Classical Or Country), Sports(Mostly Football & Basketball). Super-Heroes(Cause Im Batman ^-^), Skateboarding Or Videogames.. & Sometimes Im Really Just In The Mood To Read About Other Peoples Drama Or Life Cause It Helps Take A Bit Of A Load Off Of Mine For A Short Time.

SO, If You Have A Blogspot Account & Your Blogging About Any Such Things. By All Means Go Ahead & Add Me Or Just Follow My Blog And I Will Return The Favor. Ill Do My Best To Keep The Blogs Coming As Fast & As Current As I Can BUT, If You Are A Blogger You Know Just How Real "Writers Block" Is. Haha.

I Have Also Had A Big Interest In The Show "Lost Tapes" As Of Late. Anyone Else Seen It & Actually Enjoy It As Much As I Do ?? That Shows Great For A "Believer" Like Me. So If You To Think That Theres A Bigfoot, Loch Ness Monster, Lizard Man, Dover Demon, Moth Man, SkinWalkers, Aliens, Werewolves, Vampires, HellHounds Ect.. Then Check Out The Show. Its On Netflix!

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-BayLey

New Adventures Lie Ahead.

So I Am Very Much Looking Forward To The Next Few Months Ahead. Because Of The Simple Fact I Got Back Into Skateboarding Pretty Hardcore & I Plan On Taking Advantage Of The Awesome Weather Colorado Is Having As Of Late. Highs Of 60, 70, 80 Degrees & Around 40 Or 50 In The Night. Around Sunset Im Dealing With Only 55 Degrees So Its The Ideal Time To Go Skating All All Around These Big Hills I Have Near Me Now. Not To Mention 2 Different Parks That Have Very Well Done Sidewalks That I Can Skate For Speed Quite Well So Its Gonna Be A Blast. Staring Tonight Even...

I Added Some New Photos On The Right Of The Page Of Myself.

& On The Bottom Are Some World Of Warcraft Artwork Pictures That Spark My Interest & Let Me Tell You Now, There Straight Up Sick. The Dragon Is Named "Deathwing"

The Man In Blue Armor Is Known As "The Lich King"

The Lady With A Bow Is Known As "Lady Sylvannas"

& The Other Is Just A Sort Of Misc. Photo. Enjoy...

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-BayLey