Someone Put Me Back In The Fridge.

First Off If You Dont Know Where That Quote Comes From You Clearly Need More Good Movies In Your Life....
As It Turns Out, You Can Think You Know Something As Much As You Want But, I Know Now That Thinking You Know Something Or Somebody Is Just Simply Saying "Hey! Look At Me... Im A Dumbass..."... Knowing Someone Or Something About Someone Is Next To(& Good Friends With) Impossible. I Get To Learn All To Well About That From My Efforts In Trying To Understand The Most Complicated Thing For Any Guy On This Planet. Not Cars, Not Construction & Not Even Video Games... No. No. I Am Talking About The True Enemy Of The Brain, The Master Of Secrets & Espionage, Some Real James Bond Shit Okay Hah... Yes You May Have Guessed Right... Women. Strange Creatures Who Every Man Desires But, Is Not Quite Sure Why. Cant Live With Them & Cant Live Completely Alone The Rest Of Our Miserable Lives(Or Something Like That). Yes, Since The Beginning Of Time Men Have Tried To Grab Hold Of A Woman's Brain & See Whats Growing Inside. The Inner Workings If You Will... & Id Say As A Whole Were Not Doing To Bad. Men As An Organization Get More Women Than Any Company Working Anywhere In The World Today... & I Think Its Pretty Damn Safe To Say Wherever Women Are, We Currently Have MEN Looking Into The Situation... GOD! I Hope We Get Some Bloody Answers Soon Enough.

-BayLey

It Takes Courage To Grow Up & Become Who You Really Are.

Well Happy Late Birthday To Me.. As Of The 19th I Am 19 Years Old & As It Turns Out Life Aint All Roses & Shit. Honestly, I Gotta Do This Whole "Growing Up" Thing Now. I Mean Do Not Get Me Wrong Im Not Some Little Boy By Any Means. Its Just I Enjoy Where Im At In My Life. 19 Year Old, Video Gaming, Funny As Hell, Has A Great Girlfriend, Listens To Awesome Music, Skates Around Town, Can Draw & Write Pretty Decent, Has True Friends Who Make My Screwed Up World Go Round, Batman... Guy.(Came Off A Bit Braggy, Sorry About That, Sounded Better In My Head Haha) But Yeah, I Just Think, Getting A Job, Paying Bills And Even Getting A Place Of My Own Would Be Stressful, Not To Mention Lonely. Until, Of Course Some Really Hot Girl(Like My Girlfriend) Moves In With Me Or Something But, I Just Am Really Not Sure If Im Ready To "Take The World By Storm Yet" Ya Know? I Have Always Liked To Prepare Myself For ANYTHING Down To Like The Last Possible Detail But This Whole "Life & Age" Thing Is Catching Up With Me Pretty Damn Fast. I Think With The Right Preparation & Some Key Moves I Could Be Ready In Due Time Tho. Or Something Like That... Heh, Only Time Will Tell.

-BayLey

Half The Time The World Is Ending...

Well In Case You Were Un-Aware Readers. I Am & Always Will Be A New Orleans Saints Fan & As You May Have Herd, We Lost To The Damn 49ers In The Playoffs. It Sucks But The Truth Is Yes... They Beat Us This Time With Luck. Next Time We Will Whoop There Ass With Skill HA! But, As It Stands. Early Predictions Im Thinks New England Patriots At The Superbowl V.S. The New York Giants. It Would Be A Hell Of A Match Up But, If That Becomes The Case. I Say Patriots Take It. Strictly Because Manning Cant Compare To Brady. Thats The Truth.
Meanwhile, I Feel The Need To Skate & Just Free Run All Around Like Pretty Hardcore For Some Reason. Not To Mention Ill Be... Oh! Look At That! Ill Be 19 In 4 Days. Wow. 19 Years Old & I Almost Feel Bad. Like I Have Really Accomplished Much. I By All Means Intend To Get Alot Done This Year Simply Because I Failed Last Year. I Look Forward To All Of It & You Know Im Not Off To A Bad Start. I Have Already Had Like 3 Maybe 4 "Firsts" This Year Already (Those Are Kinda Of Important To Me). I Kind Of Wanted To Just Throw This Out There But, I Like To Think Just About Everyone Has A Legit Fear. Guy/Girl. Adult/Child. Everyone Has A Real Fear. Mental, Psychical, Emotional Even. You Could Meet The World Strongest Man & He Could Be Afraid Of Milk. Its All Just Based On Who The Person Is Really.
Me, My Legit Fear ??
I Am Honestly, Wanting With All My Heart & Soul To Be A Husband & Father Someday. But, I Am Very Scared. I Am Just Someone Who Isant The Kind Of Boyfriend Material That A Nice, Caring, Loving Girl Keeps Around & It Sucks. It Truly Does. But, Before You Start Thinking "Here We Go Again" Nothing Is Wrong With Me & Kali At All. I Just Felt Like Sharing About The One Thing That Truly Scares Me & GOD... Does It.

-BayLey

I Dont Wanna Come Back Down From This Cloud.

" Its Taken Me All This Time To Find Out What Im Missing "
So You See I Could Of Took The Easy Way Out & Nerd Out In My Basement, Avoid People & Daylight. Live On Chips & Mt Dew. Play World Of Warcraft & Just Not Have Any Social Interaction Until I Started To Feel Just Remotely Better. Or I Could Have Done What I Did End Up Doing... Get Out Into The World. Meet New People. Hangout With Awesome People That Just Wanna Help Me Recover & Come To Find That A Friend Who I Never Thought Of Anymore Than That Could Become SO Much More Than Just That. Her Name Is Kali & What We Have Has Surprised The Both Of Us. It Was Honestly One Of Those Rare Life Moments Where 2 People Realize That Something Long Distance Just Is Not Working Anymore & They Find A Friend Thats In The Same Position. Then, You Become Overly Caring & Cared For By That Friend To The Point That You Simply Cant Continue On With What Your Already Doing When You Find Something & Know Theres Something Better For You. Closer. Real & Now. So I Am Ready To Forget About All Past Mistakes. Past Girlfriends & Im Ready To Move Forward With This Person That I Simply Just Have THE Strongest Feelings For. Im Ready To Stop Playing Games. Im Ready To Make This Work.

-BayLey

Smells Like Teen Heartbreak...

Ya Know There Are Times That I Wish Kurt Cobain Was Still Alive Cause I Would Have Loved To See A Concert That Had Them Headlining Along With BUSH. I Dont Care If There Like Not The Same Genre Of Bands & What Not But I Mean Come On! Heart Shaped Box & Everything Zen, Come As You Are & Little Things... Its Just Like There The 2 Bands That Help Motivate Me & Help Encourage Me To Get Past Whatever Heartbreak Ive Benn Feeling As Of Late. A Little Kurt Cobain Mixed In With Gavin Rossdale & Something Awesome To Drink. I Just May Survive This Break Up After All But Dont Go Holding Your Breath. Lol... Ill Just Stick To The Common Best Medicine Like, Hanging Out With Badass Friends, Maybe A Couple Partys Here & There. Straight Edge Parties Cause Me And My Friends Kick Ass Haha. Alot Of GUY Movies. Alot Of Music & Since Its Only January... ALOT OF FOOTBALL Lol GO SAINTS!...

-BayLey